Ate, Hold up po ito...
Monday, July 18 4:16 AM
Was supposed to blog about this sooner, but I was thinking if i should or if i should just let the issue go, but evidently, I chose to blog about it.
So it happened after the Allstars benefit concert at Skydome, We stayed at Gong Cha and Army Navy with Part for a while, then when Part left, we went to Mcdonald's to eat, then he was taking me to get a ride home... While we were on our way down the foot bridge, I had this feeling, which he also had, we just didn't say anything to each other, That we felt like something bad was gonna happen... You know that feeling you get when you're walking down a dark hallway by yourself in the middle of the night? Exactly.
So there we were walking, with all the clues in the world telling our subconscious to run away, we walked, just at a faster pace. Then this guy, out of no-fucking-where, chokeholds me and tells me "Ate Hold-up po..." I wanted to scream at him like "obvious ba????" We were in shock eventho we knew it was coming... Jigz and I froze, He handed his phone, and the guy still took my bag.
Sigh. don't wanna go into details anymore... Hassle.
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We can go nowhere but up...
Friday, July 15 12:59 PM
AT LAST! I have my NSO birth certificate with me! Now I just need to get my philhealth and my SSS, then I am good to go! I could've gotten my SSS but it was too friggin hot! Seriously, one could die of dehydration! I didn't go out last night, I missed my Jigoy the whole time, they rehearsed til late for tomorrow's show.
My whole body is aching, I feel like one big bruise. I hope this goes away later. Tonight I'll be with Kaki at Manor, Eastwood for the 'The Bar Tequilla' Launch. I love going to clubs, to practice my freestyle and creativity to work in a crowd. I don't really go there to look for guys or drink myself to the point of overkill, so yeah. Good music, especially at Manor. I just hope it's not too crowded tonight...
Called Jigoy, good timing he's just on his way back to work from lunch break. It soothes me every time I hear his voice... Relieves my stress. I miss him, but I have to retrain myself. He might get sick of seeing me almost every day, and besides, we're seeing each other tomorrow, I'll be watching the Allstars benefit thingy...
Which reminds me, auditions are coming up, saturday next week. I am so nervous, Hope everything turns out almost like how we see it happening, if not, we can always try again :)
Later guys!
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You Know I Love You, Don't You?
Tuesday, July 12 6:30 PM
So what did I do all day yesterday? I went to Soulplex for Erik's class, but alas, there was no Erik and no other students, it was just me and Laurice. So we just decided to space out both and do our own choreography. I tried and tried Jigoy's Not Anymore, trying to perfect it, then tried to finish my Keri Hilson piece, looks kinda better now than the first time.
Around 8PM, Pumba came, we had a meeting regarding the competition. Very very productive, all we needed was a pen and paper. A lot was resolved, i'm so proud of our team! Then after the meeting, I waited for Jigoy to get done with rehearsals, Then we went to Kiraban for a few drinks :)
Technically not our first time, but it felt like it, atleast we weren't both drunk. I love you Jigoy! He went straight to work in the morning, i went home. We rode the Lrt and funny he went down after 2 stations i have to wait til the last terminal. Anyways, it was really sweet. I really love kissing him :)
I try to maximize my time with him when we're together because he's very busy juggling work and dance, but I do understand. Passion is passion, and I admire him very deeply for that.
Will just prolly stay at home tonight. Rest is good once in a while. This is going to be a really busy week.
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Time was never an issue.
Monday, July 11 2:18 PM
DAY 2
Nobody has the right to tell you you're moving too fast, or falling too fast. Love was never about that.
Will be leaving around 5PM to attend Erik's class. Then wait for Jigoy. Good day everyone :)
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07.11.11
5:30 AM
No more mentioning the past in this blog, for the past didn't make it to our present for a reason and the past should stay in the past anyways so here it goes.
DAY 1.
5:40AM - Haven't slept yet. My happiness overpowered my will to sleep early. So it's official, Me and Jigz are a couple now. I am so happy i cannot even explain it. This is what's weird about me, when i'm happy i can barely write anything, i get blocked by my happiness. Or is it because i haven't had sleep yet and that my brain is half asleep already? Possible.
Thank god for him. He will be my salvation in human for
m. Finally someone who doesn't see me like anyone else, it's refreshingly new and really flattering. If you can only see the way he looks at me, the way he holds my hand, you would understand. This was fast, but not rushed. Unexpectedly expected. We were both scared, and gave excuses not to be together, finally gave in and took the risk.
Have to go to sleep now.
Just remember that everything will work out if we want it to. Life isn't easy. So is love. Hell if it was, we'd all be smiling.